Connection between my tattoo and the temple 20210117
Finger tattoos I put in a dozen years ago
To be honest, I was surprised myself and still don’t know what I was thinking at that time.
I was just happy and decided to do something
And I remember it was sudden
A record of what I suddenly noticed yesterday, leaving behind the background of the tattoo
I learned that there is a deep connection between Chion-in and Toji in 20210116.
I said I knew it, or I thought I knew it because it was connected all the time
However, I got a hint from the Buddha statue there
Chion-in is Amida Nyorai
Toji-san is Fudo Myoo-san
It’s the same as it’s on your finger.
I think Amida Nyorai-san was probably included in Amida Nyorai-san and Jodo-shu sect.
I think I didn’t really understand why he was Fudo
Because I like it somehow?
I thought it vaguely like that, but Toji-san is a very meaningful place in his garden when he was a kid.
And feel very calm and go regularly and a special place
I don’t know much about Buddhism, but it’s just comfortable
And Chion-in is paternal and Toji is maternal
I was born in the meantime
I felt that there was something deep about it when I positioned it that way.
Was right next to me
I fell in love with that.
About how to convey
I think it will be difficult for people who are laughing at people’s dreams to live
People who are swayed by people’s opinions and criticize are people who do not have themselves after all
I barely keep myself by criticizing
So staying in a safe zone
May be good now
And evaluation from others is still considered important
Why don’t you realize that being swayed by such things simply satisfies your approval needs? I think it’s still such an era
In the near future, things like this will turn into value
I think it’s close to a dream, but when you say a dream, everyone will think exaggeratedly.
How do you convey that?
In any case, I think it’s a status to compare how I live in this life with someone, and to have it properly apart from what I can’t do, and I think the times are moving.
Just like a child would say, if you can’t answer “what role do you want to play?”, You won’t be able to participate in the play. I think I’m in a hurry because I can’t answer when I’m swayed and asked.
The words that criticized or made a fool of “what people want to do” will come back to me and I will not even be able to move.
It’s something I’m creating, not being told, but I think it’s hard to get out of it
When will you notice it?
In a sense, it may be a victim of a calculated internet society
How do you save those people in the future? I think we need to think ahead
There were real encounters on past sites and they were deeply connected
I might have been asking for it again before I knew it
Maybe it just wanted to flock
I was just thinking about how to convey it, but I realized that it was different
People were connected at that time because they exposed everything that was real, not from above.
I thought I knew it in my head, but it’s not a negative thought like I was in the past
When I think about what to do now that my stage has changed
I thought about making it a novel and letting the characters speak
I don’t think it’s a bad thing to make now
It is also important to convey in words and expressions
I noticed another way
It’s to show up
I think this was something I could have done in the past
I think that what I’m writing now is to show myself at this stage, and I’m thinking of increasing it a little.
When you want to convey the deep part
You don’t have to tell
Just write as you feel in your own words
I thought it was important to show up without writing
Each person who receives it feels differently and has a different level
That’s why some people don’t receive it there.
It’s similar to when to watch a book or movie, and I thought it would be good if I could become the work without forcing it.
Something different from what I expressed
I realized that it was necessary and that it touched my heart.
Not needed by anyone
Not needed by anyone
What can I do for someone who can’t find value in such a thing or as an obstacle to me?
Think about it lately
I think I want to tell you because it’s not worth it and I’ve fallen into it and suffered
I have some thoughts, but I’m still absent-minded
I feel like I need to hurry
I posted an article on it the other day, but I feel that Ameba has a slightly different attribute.
It’s important that you want to say this, but it’s also important what the other person thinks
Perhaps I know both as an experiencer
All you need is verbalization and materialization
Apparently I’m trying this even if I’m having a hard time in that part
It seems that flocking is still important
And people want to flock
However, the beginning and the end will be one
I also want you to understand the difference between loneliness and isolation.
I think that the state of emergency is issued and it is being pointed out what to do as an “individual” and to flock again.
Weak people who want to flock will flock even with cowardly hands
I think I’m barely keeping my existence by criticizing something now
It can’t be helped
However, even among them, I think that I can make the state as it is at the beginning, and in the end I will be asked what I want to do
It will be faster than you feel in a matter of time
Many people will suffer from it.
Is there a good way to guide them?
I feel that it is changing at a speed that I can not make it in time unless I prepare it from now on
As it has been for a long time, the people who are targeted by themselves
Not someone who can learn from you or someone who can move from you
I know he’s the one who stays in the pit and gives up without knowing what to do
By the time they notice, the world has changed and it may be too late
Difficult to pull out of being too late
However, I think that it is suitable for me because it is difficult and I feel like I can do something
Don’t be a chubby knowledge fat
I want to drop the story to a lower level than I think and pull up as many as possible
I don’t want to leave anyone if desired
What is the best for that?
I’ve been thinking about that for the last few days